Anxiety

The time getting closer. But my feeling keep ponding. Sometime it say yes sometime it say no. Am i ready to face this? Is all people having the same feeling like me when the time get closer? I can't focus. All seem blur, seem not sure. 


Many other things were performed not at my best. I know i can do better but this thought has create SICKNESS more pain than the fever,cough, headache & flu i am having currently.


Well, at this moment, the time i writing this post, my mind keep running question- AM I REALLY WANT THIS? AM I MAKING RIGHT DECISION? AM I READY? WHAT THE FUTURE WILL BE HAVING? 


Damn! I have test tomorrow. 6 chapters but the 1 chapter i read since last month not even a word attached to my head. Don't ask about the work concept wrote in the book-nothing was clear. 


Am i blaming for decision that i made by my own? Am i blaming? 


Oh! ALLAH is testifying me again. Deep sincere, i am not sure about any of this. Please pray for me.