It getting near and nearer

Huhu, card has been distributed. Hence it was no secret anymore.

Believe me, i am not ready.

Many and more people have scolded be for what i am thinking.

Believe me, because of this, i am gaining my weight. I eat not for hunger but to release my stress, to forget what i am being thinking for my future. Well i am 60kg already. My best figure can be at maximum 55kg.

I don't think i am strong enough. Even, you MR FF keep away from me, actually it make me more nervous. I need my bestfriend.

Well all who are know me, you are invited to my WEDDING CEREMONY.

p/s: MR FF please reply, i need you as personal camera.