Full of Taught Day

The topic sound hard right? Still yet, today is the day. Since wake up lots of things running in my mind. Make me thinking and never stop my brain cell from working.


1stly about the topic i wrote yesterday. Well, it is not only him kind of keeping to self; not a guy stuff. My close friend during my colleague days is having the same. She married with a lovely daughter. But living with mother in-law request her more than just a patience. If I in her shoe, I don't think I can survive for almost 3 years in the house and the marriage. Hence, i told her to expressive. If front confront never work (which most of time the debates get angrier and problem get worse. In Islam, we have been teach to confront at best time; not in anger. Anger make people thinking with feeling rather than mind. Brain working without destination as the full handling was by heart and feel.) Thus, writing may be good. Like me! Hehehehe, most of time it is the best healing. Even I know, most of time my write up never been read up by the people that I wrote to. But I ok, my mind get release of stress and my feel out of hatred. As long as I don't get mental problem.


2ndly, about people change. Have any others face the same as me? Today you get love and the next day you wake up you been treated like enemy; without knowing any cause. Well, I believe most people face the other situation of changes- separated due to moving out (from place or to heaven). Whatever the situation is it, how to accept it is the critical question. I still remember, the day my first love leaving me; without notice. A day before the silent he call me and saying he loves me. The next day, he stop text and call me. I try to find him out, his friend said that he moving out-back to his hometown. Hence, no one know where he is after that. I cried for month. Seriously i blame him a lot! But as i get broke out time (due to many reasons but most of it because he cheated me, he loved others) i found the signal Allah sent to me. Nothing is permanent especially man/person. Heart is the most difficult to understand. So never have faith with people. As I told yesterday, just accept the different and walk with the changes. If he not leaving you for others, he will still leaving you to meet Allah in the heaven. 


So, be positive. It great. You will look younger and healthier. People used to try out my age. Well, i have to admit that I look3 years YOUNGER than I used to be. for a girl, it is true compliment - a GREAT PRESENT!