This is want happening to me right now. I am confuse with my best buddy. Real buddy which I shared my good days (we shopping, eat out and have vacation together) and we have our bad day (during day out of money we share food, during my break-out with my ex i hold his shoulder-- yup! my best buddy is a guy). Hence, the closeness between us make no secret among us about anything from personal, family, financial even future investment planning (we once thinking we might have feeling towards each other).
But, all this has been history. All of sudden he changed. For me, i doubt on it. Really doubt. I don't know what is my fault. Thus, I realized this is the different between us. I kind of person who spoke-out; I used to express my feeling and reveal my thought, my uneasiness and even my heart troubling about him. But he in the other way, is kind of running from problem; tend to keep everything on him (which make me feel guilty and depressed!)
Still, nothing can I do. It was the attitude, the habit and personal identity. For kids still it can be teach for betterment but for adult, the only thing we can do is accept the different. Here, the unique of living seen. I accept it. An education of life. It a GREAT HONOR that i can have the experience to share with people; with YOU!
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